the gambler

slow down . we've got time left to be lazy . all the kids are bloom from babies into flowers in our eyes . we've got fifty good years left to spend out in the garden . i don't care to beg your pardon . we should live until we die . we were barely eighteen when we crossed collective hearts . it was cold . but it got warm when you barely crossed my eye . and you turned . put out your hand . and you asked me to dance . i knew nothing of romance . but it was love at second sight . i swear when i grow up i won't just buy you a rose . i will buy the flower shop . and you will never be lonely . for even if the sun stops waking up over the fields . i will not leave . i will not leave 'til it's on time . so just take my hand . you know that i never leave your side .

it was the winter of '86 . all the fields had frozen over . so we moved to Arizona to save our only son . and now he's turned into a man . though he thinks just like his mother . he believes we're all just lovers . he sees hope in everyone . and even though she moved away . we always get calls from our daughter . she has eyes just like her father's . they are blue when skies are gray . and just like him she never stops . never takes the day for granted . works for everything that's handed to her . never once complained .

you think that i nearly lost you . when the doctors tried to take you away . but like the night you took my hand beside the fire thirty years ago . 'til this day . you swore you'd be here 'til we decide that it's our time . but it's not time . you never quit in all your life . so just take my hand you know that i never leave your side . you're the love of my life . you know that i never leave your side .

and you come home from work . and you kiss me on the eye . you curse the dogs, you say that i should never feed them what is ours . so we move out to the garden . look at everything we've grown . and the kids are coming home so i'll set the table . you can make the fire . [the gambler: fun.]

now u see me

movie ni a bit tricky. dari mula saya tertanya-tanya siapa yang membuat keempat-empat magician ni berkumpul dan form a group called 'four horsemen'. setiap satu dari mereka ni ada skill masing-masing. saya paling suka magician yang selalu pakai topi tu. opss sorry lupa nama. hehe. sebab lelaki tu terror hypnotize orang. mereka ni buat kerja gila sebab merompak bank masa dorang buat persembahan. then, duit tu dorang bagi kat penonton. best kot. dan dari insiden tersebut, dorang diburu oleh FBI. mereka berjaya diberkas, but somehow dilepaskan juga. dan macam biasalah, mastermindnya adalah orang yang tidak disangka-sangka. hehe.  

ketahuan

sedang asyik saya melaha di cubicle, rakan sekerja saya datang menyapa; "i like your blog. cute." kata-kata itu saya balas dengan senyuman tapi senyum versi kelat. heh. sebab malu hoi. rasa macam nak menyorok bawah meja. rasa macam nak sorok muka dalam tanah.

sepanjang tempoh saya menulis blog, only few people knew about it and read almost all entries. such as my husband and close friends. ada juga dua tiga orang officemates yang tahu. itu pun sebab mereka pun berblogging juga. i didn't expect others will know about it. hehe. saya terlupa; mulut tempayan boleh ditutup, mulut manusia bagaimana menutupnya. #senyum.

saya lebih suka begini. tidak terlalu mendedahkan identiti. tidak menjaja cerita yang tidak real. watak saya dalam dunia belog ini bukan fantasi. walaupun mungkin ada sedikit perbezaan karakter, tapi ya, this is what i am. tiada misteri mana sangat pun. till then, take care guys~